Pictures of Passing Cars

Its my birthday.

Had a bad night

had a bad day

I feel funny

like im removed

sinking back down into what I used to be

pulling my self to exitement is like rising out of quicksand

I read. I study. I wan’t to sleep

I’m so tired I can’t sleep.

I just want to be with him

I’m sick of all the hints.

all the “Well Are we gonna? s”

Would you like to hear my voice,
sprinkled with emotion,
invented at your birth?

“I can’t see the end of me.
My whole expanse I cannot see.
I formulate infinity,
and store it deep inside me.”

So much talk it makes no sense at all

So I’m flying away, away
Driving away, away

Passing old friends, some I don’t miss at all

It doesn’t hurt,.. when I bleed
But memories they eat me
I’ve seen it all before,
Bring it on cause I’m no victim