ignorance is bliss when it spares one the pain that forces to the knees and demands your strength. Strength that would be used for loving and giving. Instead it fills you up til your heart presses tight up against your chest and all you feel when you see them is how much pain you are in and your dying to give them what they deserve but you cant because when you reach for it, you reach and reach til your weak and you realize all you ever wanted, and all you live for, is for them to be happy but it’s already been given to them by the one who stepped in unnanounced and took it from you.
